as tomorrow comes........... the day...

everyone has one

the day

the number

the moment

of return

perhaps the night perhaps the hour

of memory

known deep in their soul

asking to understand

knowing one day they will

still

once more

the moment returns

burns

with sorrow

with joy

with chaos of why

wanting the knowing now

now it is not to be –

the number in time

is just that

a number in time

the memory of then

when

life changed

two became one

for me

it is the day of then

once again now

a memory to me so real

I feel like yesterday today

one cannot know this feeling

until the road is traveled –

perhaps in word I can share

hope

for another who travels this road

to know that today

is a beautiful day to remember

as tears pour from my soul

so too are they filled with joy

this day

peace was found for one

where pain was great

so to this day I say

I am well

knowing

so too are you

well

now –

our spirit connected

always will it be

one day our paths will cross

yet again

I believe

until then

know that I love you

always

in all ways

my friend

my love

I miss you 

see you later –

miss you Bill, with love,

Nancy....

living in heavens grace, 5 years now

written 6-27-12 NBS

call...

let me bring laughter to your soul

then

I too shall smile

let me share your burden

together 

it will be lighter

let us stand as one

our strength great 

when united

know

I am here

always

you need but to call

I will answer

my friend

my love

my companion

I am with you

I am here

now

waiting

for you to call –

God

written 6-22-2012  NBS

shoe with the perfect fit

the moment of truth

connecting within

comparable to the perfect shoe

perfect fit

thinking

is a shoe really on my foot?

looking to see is it real

there

tangible

maybe something imagined

or is it really something of substance

yes it is there

it exists

this shoe is upon my foot

truth is knowing

the stomach does not turn

the flush does not pour through your veins

second thoughts of ‘oh dear what did I do’

remain unspoken to your soul

you smile

you say

it is okay

it is me finding my way

this my friend the moment of truth

the knowing

all is well  within your soul

God truly is in control

for this

I am grateful

I am learning

let go, let God

His blessings flow eternally through His grace

placed in me so, so long ago

I am honored

I know it is God’s truth I hear within

comforting my soul

fitting me with the perfect shoe

for this journey I walk

recognizing this moment of truth

is finding the me within

step by step –

written 6-1-2012 NBS

happy mother's day

a moment

eternal moments

how can one find the words for moments etched eternally

into one’s soul?

those moments of God’s deepest love felt where minutes and hours

stand still

beyond comprehension

this love one feels a divine connection to the now

how can one put into words- concepts- expressing moments

such as this?

it is beyond the grace of the rising sun breaking dawn on God’s horizon

opening His doors to great beauty that of another day of hope

His light shining opening His arms wide to hold us once more

it’s measure felt beyond the first kiss of the love your soul has found

the embrace of one another knowing one cannot be separated from the other

ever

no matter the distance always are you held in the soul of the others arms

if you could imagine God’s grace

your lovers kiss

the brilliance of the morning sunrise

coming together as one

sealed with God’s blessing of hope of grace of knowing this expression

the culmination of loves ultimate gift

this blessing touching my world with smiles with peace with compassion for life

I have no words to write reflecting what I feel only that this gift

is eternally etched within my soul my gift from God

two souls having touched mine with blessings so complete with love so pure

I am humbled that God entrusted me to guide to raise to advise to love

two boys into men two men into God loving beings of compassion with passion

sharing their life with me

I am honored to be Mom in their world

it is I that is blessed beyond measure this Mother’s Day

no words to define

no song to proclaim

simply grateful

eternally

for two sons

gifted to me by God

I thank you –

amen                                                                    written to Josh and Jman with love 5-5-2012

                                                     NBS lol aka mom...

my soldier ...

the gift of a soldier guards my day
offers me hope I will be okay
guided protected I am free to go
this the freedom my soldier shows
for every step this soldier takes
freedom is found for me to make
a life to live my heart's desire
my soldier stands between me and fire

I offer my love to the soldier I see
for giving my life the ability to be
whatever I choose whatever the day
I can live my life free to pray
may it never be taken for granted by me
the gift of the soldier keeping me free -

written, revised with love from a friend, 4-25-2012      NBS

may we never forget what our soldiers give -
I thank you, I am grateful, for all of you -